Just last Friday I was admitted yet again, on the same date as my last admission, the 26th. This marks my fourth operation on my spine. It was because of another infection. This time, I finally got the plates and screws removed. Even kept them as souvenirs.
Suddenly I just feel the weight of the world upon me. I have pending engagement past dateline but I could not complete because substantial information have yet to be passed to me. Yet I question whether I've taken enough initiative/actions. And the worse thing is, I'm still on MC now.
In the meantime, I've taken significant amounts of MCs in the short span of time I've been with the firm. All facts considered, I feel like such a liability.
Things are just not working out the way I had imagined it to be.
Oh please help me sort things out. Give me motivation, positivity, determination, perseverance ...
