Shy

On my 2nd day of work, I went out for lunch with four other colleagues, 3 girls and one boy. Reminds you of someone? *cough* CY.

Trying to appear outgoing and fun, I made jokes and started gossips. One that involves that boy erm man. We started teasing him but I'm sure we made it clear it was just a joke.

But guess what? Now he wouldn't join us for lunch, apparently because we were 'bullying' him.

Oh and the way he talks, very soft and filled with shyness.

So today I came to the office early, finally succeeding in getting a free parking. Yay! There was practically no one in the office, and so I made my coffee and sat in front of the computer, surfing the net.

Then I saw the shy boy came in, and so I waved at him. And what was his reaction? He turned and looked behind ! As if unsure whether I was actually waving to him. And there was no one else in the office. Hmmph.

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So I've finished reading 'Snow Flower and the Secret Fan'. Thanks to all the free time I have at the office. Although it left me feeling immensely guilty. It's not my fault what, they left me no choice. I hope things would significantly improve next week, else I might have to consider leaving.

The novel kept my attention the whole time. Very nice book indeed. It showed me different perspectives of things. Coincidently, it is very much applicable to certain things that have been bothering me.

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Just like in front of my college friends, I've managed to establish myself as the 'hamsup' girl among my collegues too. Those I have lunch with that is. Something about the way I moved my eyebrow.